People keep on giving me songs and verses about being content with myself.
What they don't realize is ITS NOT HELPING!
They don't freaking understand what I'm freaking going through!
"Megan, You need to stop. You're hurting yourself."
Yeah, It's not that easy.  It's an addiction.
They don't get that. I can't just decide one day to just stop.
If it was that easy, I would've stopped a year ago.

It pisses me off that people think they know what I'm going through.
They DON'T.
It pisses me off that they yell at me because I do it.
But they never thought that maybe their little comments are what brought me to this, did they?!
It pisses me off that they think it's so easy to stop.
It pisses me off that when I actually do call out for help (which is rare, nowadays) they just ignore me by saying, "I'll pray for you."
I'm sorry, but I hate when people do that. I want help now.
If they know everything about this, they why aren't they gonna help me themselves?