Calm down meg, its only once
But I can't calm down. Maybe she really doesnt care about me, you know?
Sometimes I wish people did care. Maybe then I wouldnt be thinking about doing this.
But it's not exactly their fault. I'm not an interesting person... so why would they care about me?
They don't realize that they're hurting me anyways....
To be honest, I didnt really like the idea of blogging... everyone would see my thoughts.
But then I realized that I needed to let everything out.
And this is the perfect way to do that, without letting it out at the wrong time or to the wrong person.
Only 104 days until I leave!!! I'm so excited, you have no idea.
Stoked, even.
But, then again, I need to be in the right state of mind first.
I'm just writing everything that comes to my mind haha.
I wish I ws a deep person :P but, then again, I can't be serious all the time.
"The courage of a dreamer
The innocence of youth
The failures and the foolishness
That lead us to the truth"
~I like that song :)
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